It tasted like tree bark, and now everytime I walk down the hall someone barks at me.
Hahah, and now the school police and my teacher, the ones class it happened in, ask me if I want a cookie aka shitty dog treat. I just thought I would shed some light on my sappy post.
The days, weeks, almost even months where all I want to do is stay in a hole. Something triggers it, I’m not quite sure what it is, but it does it every once in a while. I can’t control it. It’s like my mind and my body goes through some type of break down. My body shakes, my heart sinks, my mind is a melting pot of emotions. It’s the time when I love the most and can’t keep my composer. It’s something like when a girls on their period, but more than just four days. I think it’s my body’s way of cleansing my emotions. I hold everything in from everyone. It comes naturally to not really talk too much about myself, I am of course human and I do, just not as much. I judge what I comlain about, usually, and if I don’t like it I just shut my mouth. Somethings, to me, are nessesary and some are not. My friends feel as if I don’t open up too often, and I guess I don’t. I feel like it’s too much of a burden to babble about my life when I want to hear about yours. I enjoy hearing what is going on and how, when and why. I love being able to know what’s going on with my friends. It makes me feel good to know I was acknowledged. Like I said it’s probably just a cleansing of my emotions. I feel like crying all of the time, and everything is getting to me. Every little thing just pushes me.
